It is time for the dreaded formal post. I have been very indirect on xanga for a few reasons.. I don't know who exactly reads this anymore. But I am hoping to find a new or old best xanga friend to talk to. I live in Brooklyn now, the rent is steap but it's not a bad part of town. It isn't the prettiest place but like I said, safety over style lmao.. To address a few things, I am doing better with my health. I still drink, I still smoke, and I still probably don't sleep enough but Leanne helped me get insurance through my work so as long as I have this job my meds are paid for, all but 28% or something..which I can live with...Barely. New things.. A new laptop.
A new kitten.
A new love of soup.
A new old school film style camera.
A new life here in America, that I LOVE. I don't know as soon as I started posting again I wondered if I should change my picture or the way my blog looks. But for the past THREE years it has been this way. I don't look like the picture anymore..and the way my journal is decorated doesn't scream "READ MY BLOG" or anything..but I like it. Like I have said..There is comfort in repetition and stability. I want to be that stability for people on xanga..they can come and realize nothing changes. I am going to get a new real phone soon. No more stupid prepay phone that eats my money when I call home. I don't have a roommate right now .. my apartment is so small, and it is above an indian restaurant that makes my jackets smell like curry.. I don't mind. I have met a few friends there that I can barely understand but they are kind. The woman has a car and she gives me rides into the city all of the time. She always lets me eat free. I like her. I guess this was a long round about way of saying I love it here, and I hope I can stay awhile. I hope I meet some friends other than my Indian friends. Someone to go to pubs or taverns with. A girl. I am so bored that I'm back on xanga. and I sound like a sensitive british twat right now.. Moving on. Let's be xanga buds.
I have a lot of time on my hands.
I love the song playing on my profile. I will scan some photos of my new flat and my new cat and myself maybe sometime soon.. I have weekends off. Excitement. | 
